June 2012
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It's Bigger Than "Bath Salts" and "Zombie... →
tranqualizer:
Mention Miami this week and the first thing people will talk about is the “zombie” attack. What they are obviously referring to is the gruesome near-killing of Ronald Poppo by Rudy Eugene, who was shot by the police after virtually devouring 75 percent of Poppo’s face. The Police are blaming it on a synthetic drug called “bath salts,” while the Twitterverse is blaming it on a...
thebackspacer10:
Funny how we can look into the mirror one morning and see a flawed and ugly reflection, yet the next morning we can look into the same mirror and feel beautiful.
Just goes to show that beauty is in the mind. After all, it’s not the face that has changed.
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May 2012
41 posts
my writing isn’t impressive anymore. not that it was before but i could read over what i wrote and think, “this is good” but anymore it’s, “this is whiney” “you sound psycho” or “get over it, be happy with what you have”.
honestly, i’m happy with what i have but i wish i could have back what i had.
including the inspiration.
and...
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i guess my plan is
to take all of OUR dreams
and make them MINE
so then someone else has to share them with me, not the other way around.
i’m ready to move back to fort wayne.
i Love evansville but something about it holds me back. i let people here have too much influence over me. i fill my days with stuff. nothing really important just running around, food network, endless dishes, work. my friends here are wonderful but often times have too much of an “everything will work out” or “oh well”...
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because i have a headache.
there is no such thing as a “big girl” or “big boy” job. maybe i’m so defensive because people think my boyfriend’s job at a liquor store isn’t a “career” but he works 40 hours a week, pays the bills with it, takes me out with it. a job is a job is a job. are you mowing the neighbor’s lawn, selling someone their new favorite shirt,...
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Fox & The Faun: a rumination on distance. →
foxandthefaun:
there are reasons they invented distance, the gods, the solitary ones, the lovers. if only to teach me that there are some distances that can never be crossed.
think of the greatest expanse you can imagine having ever seen with your own bare eyes. mine was 2500 miles above the sea, in the…
i changed my facebook password.
this seems insignificant and petty.
but it’s a big deal for me.
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that moment when
you’re trying to be a good student but nothing will download.
you’re kicking yourself for going to summer school.
you’re kicking yourself for going back to school.
you feel like you made all the wrong decisions.
you want to tell the wrong person all the right things.
and you want to stop giving a fuck but it’s hard.
at least i finally rented Like Crazy and will pry...
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relationships are awesome
any relationship because there are secrets.
people don’t see Kait & I say “it was so cute!” and talk about mushy things to each other. they don’t know I cried on her couch.
people don’t know when Craig answers his phone we actually talk non-stop about life, work, our families and it’s not awkward.
people don’t know Caitlin & I are actually...
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“I’m always in a mushy mood. I must be made of potatoes”
– Me
tfail:
The Stills - Still in Love Song
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Kathatonia: Maybe Not →
kathatonia:
Maybe Not
I thought I’d say hi, how you’ve been?
But you seem to be somewhere else, in a place where you don’t need to hear from me.
I thought I’d say Hello, I’m doing just fine
But I’m not a very good liar and you know that. And I hate it.
I thought I’d ask when can I see you again?
But you must be busy living the fast and crazy life I imagine you have.
How can you have time...
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“It’s the oldest story in the world. One day, you’re 17 and you’re planning for...”
– Nathan Scott (via landl0ck)
a moment of appreciation
for The Limited’s Drew pant.
seriously, favorite work pants. six months ago i wouldn’t have been able to wear them and oh lord they may be my reason for keeping the weight off. these pants look good, feel good, are just good.
this had been a post.
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it's starting to storm
late night rain storms remind me of when merl & i were new. we barely knew each other, we still hadn’t kissed but i would get out of bed at 1am and drive to his apartment. i assumed but not certain he was smoking a joint in his bathroom before i coaxed him onto the balcony. from there he’d watch me spin in circles and splash in the puddles. i think it rained almost every day when i...
“In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you...”
– C.S. Lewis (via odaro)
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i'm realizing
when you truly Love someone you want them to be happy. you want them to do well. you want them to have the life they want. the life they deserve. even if that means you are no longer part of it you will eventually be happy for them. because you Love them.
April 2012
20 posts
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